We used to be such good friends He would call me all the time We could talk on the phone for hours But he wanted a girlfriend He wanted to be with me so bad That's not what I was looking for? So I told him We still talk every now and again But we aren't even half as close as we used to be I miss our long talks I miss his pretty blue eyes looking at me so deeply I miss the way he would find little secretive ways to say? I love you He never knew that I always caught on I miss the way he would call me beautiful I miss how I could talk to him about anything and everything I miss the way we could just look at each other and know everything was ok I miss sitting on the couch watching his crazy war movies I miss his soft lips and the way I could feel him smiling when we kissed Most of all I miss him But he doesn't want me anymore He's moved on I want what I can't have and it hurts so bad It hurts to know that I could have had him I could be with him right now There are so many things in life that I am going to regret doing But it's a million times worse having to regret NOT doing something I miss him so much and I would do anything to be with him right now